Falling

I am trying to get back on the wagon. I will admit, it is hard. I have to do it. I have to. I keep coming up with excuses as why I am off and I am tired of it. I am tired of failing in my quest to lose weight. I just feel myself getting fatter and fatter. I must stop. I need help. Lately, I have been eating everything in sight. I must stop eating. I have a weigh in coming up in two days, from that point on I will succeed. That weight on Wednesday will be my starting weight and I will lose the pounds. I WILL SUCCEED! Please take this journey with me. I NEED HELP. PLEASE.