Confession

I have an obession with food. I love it. and I am not talking about healthy food. I am talking about fatty food. I love it. Order me a pepperoni pizza and leave me alone for a half an hour. It is an unhealthy obsession, but an obession not the less. I need to carve this obsession out of me. At this moment, I am eating a Subway sandwich. A foot long, not a 6 inch. It has 3 kinds of salty meat and chesses with no veggies. Not even lettice. It is also on italian bread, not whole wheat. That is my obsession. I need to do better. I need to get turkey with cheese on wheat with veggies. What makes me not get this. What makes me crave unhealty food. Can somebody please help me.